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We held hands on the last night on earth. Our mouths filled with dust, we kissed in the fields and under trees, screaming
like dogs, bleeding dark into the leaves. It was empty on the edge of town but we knew everyone floated along the bottom of
the river. So we walked through the waste where the road curved into the sea and the shattered seasons lay, and the bitter
smell of burning was on you like a disease. In our cancer of passion you said, "Death is a midnight runner." The
sky had come crashing down like the news of an intimate suicide. We picked up the shards and formed them into shapes of stars
that wore like an antique wedding dress. The echoes of the past broke the hearts of the unborn as the ferris wheel silently
slowed to a stop. The few insects skittered away in hopes of a better pastime. I kissed you at the apex of the maelstrom and
asked if you would accompany me in a quick fall, but you made me realize that my ticket wasn't good for two. I rode alone.
You said, "The cinders are falling like snow." There is poetry in despair, and we sang with unrivaled beauty, bitter
elegies of savagery and eloquence. Of blue and grey. Strange, we ran down desperate streets and carved our names in the flesh
of the city. The sun has stagnated somewhere beyond the rim of the horizon and the darkness is a mystery of curves and lines.
Still, we lay under the emptiness and drifted slowly outward, and somewhere in the wilderness we found salvation scratched
into the earth like a message
...and the lies infect my punctured skin as i cry into unforgiven sin nothing at all is left
within no, my heart will never mend.
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Important Note Remember... Humor
& laughter heal, so learn to laugh at yourself, laugh at life and throughout life... and I'll laugh at you
too!
It's easier to run Replacing this pain with something numb It's so much easier to go Than
face all this pain here all alone
Something has been taken from deep inside of me The secret I've kept locked away
no one can ever see Wounds so deep they never show they never go away Like moving pictures in my head for years and
years they've played
If I could change I would take back the pain I would Retrace every wrong move that I made I
would If I could stand up and take the blame I would If I could take all the shame to the grave I would If I could
change I would take back the pain I would Retrace every wrong move that I made I would If I could stand up and take
the blame I would I would take all my shame to the grave
It's easier to run Replacing this pain with something
numb It's so much easier to go Than face all this pain here all alone
Sometimes I remember the darkness of my
past Bringing back these memories I wish I didn't have Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back And
never moving forward so there'd never be a past
If I could change I would take back the pain I would Retrace every
wrong move that I made I would If I could stand up and take the blame I would If I could take all the shame to the grave
I would If I could change I would take back the pain I would Retrace every wrong move that I made I would If I could
stand up and take the blame I would I would take all my shame to the grave
Just washing it aside All of the helplessness
inside Pretending I don't feel misplaced It's so much simpler than change
It's easier to run Replacing
this pain with something numb It's so much easier to go Than face all this pain here all alone
It's easier to
run If I could change I would take back the pain I would Retrace every wrong move that I made It's easier to go If
I could change I would take back the pain I would Retrace every wrong move that I made I would If I could stand up and
take the blame I would I would take all my shame to the grave!
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Once Upon a Time Once upon a time there was a little girl. This
little girl was trapped in a little world. And when the world would start to fall she’d scream with all her might. Never
knowing no matter how hard she tried, she’d lose the fight. Everyday this little girl would cry and beg and plead. Asking
the monsters, asking them, "please don’t make me bleed." But the blade would find her flesh, even wrapped in blankets
tight. Every time she’d call his name, every single night. With tears and blood and pain that just never went
away, she’d try to smile, she’d try to pray, but she’d always lose her way. Even with hugs and love,
it would never sooth her sobs. With hurt and lonelyness; damage piled up on top. Like Snow White she’d bitten
into a poisonous life. Like Cinderella, always with a world of strife. But unlike all, she continued to fall, happie
endings never true. Blood always red, tears always hot, hearts always blue. And in the end she had cried away every
last drop of faith In the end her screams were just too much to take.
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